Amazing Grace

I don't understand why.  I know that why is the most dangerous of questions because the answer brings to light the motives behind the action.  But I want to know.  I understand the consequence of asking why and I sincerely want to know. 

I know you aren't going to tell me, because many who have asked before have still not been answered, but you had to know that wouldn't keep me from asking.  

Why me?

There is no way I ever deserve it.  I know, I know its undeserved, but I really do not deserve grace.  Amazing doesn't even begin to explain it.  Please take me home soon.  I want to thank you in person.  I want to hug you, I want to place my hands in the holes that were made.  I want to feel the pain that I caused you to bear. I want to lay at your feet because that is what you deserve.